Good luck, Akuma. I identify with you on wanting to get an education in a way that works for you. I hope you find a way. I finally decided to bite the bullet and I'm beginning a degree in less than a month from now. Even though I've only got two classes this summer, and they do not run cocurrently, I'm nervous as hell. I'm afraid of having some kind of episode and having to quit. I've wanted to go to college my whole life. I just so badly want it to work out...
I wish you all the best.