Whenever I checked facebook it would be a constant reminder of how depressed I am and how my depression has led me to be so lonely and isolated. I used to have about 180 "friends". I would get all these people putting up all these new statuses everyday, some girls would announce they just got engaged or they love their boyfriend or something...or post pictures of these group vacations in Cuba. I would feel like garbage after looking at that stuff so I ended up cutting my friend list down to my "real" friends, so now my friend list consists of family members and some people I see like once every month or two. The real people in my life I guess.

Facebook is totally FAKEbook. I feel bad sometimes that I feel jealous for people's happiness, but I feel twitter and fakebook is there for people to put a show and brag about everything they have...like look at my new giant engagement ring! Look at my new house! My new car! etc. It was like people constantly competing with each other, who was "happier".