I am having frustrating tech difficulties, so I might be here kind of sporatically until resolved. I have a lot of bad urges right now, but am trying to keep in mind that a lot of the stuff is temporary, and that I just need to wait it out. Sometimes just a few seconds can seems endless under the right stimuli though. Trying to embrace the idea of things ending - w/o embracing the ultimate end. I'm really glad ppl have been posting to this. I hope people will keep adding. Even if its just to say "today sucks" or "today is great"