You are so right Skyerat; Dumbfounded's quote IS lovable. I think a nomination for quote of the year is in order. : )

Seriously though...I think that quote allows the freedom to move forward by starting fresh. Seal up the past, not duplicate the same mistakes and put one foot in front of the other with a heart/soul that offers understanding and kindness to those I encounter. I think that I the best I can do. right now. I am starting CBT to help as well.

You all have such amazing insights. I hope that I can offer something back once I piece myself back together ((hugs all)).