First off, I love going to fairs and I just went to one about a week ago. The old show was an anime that I enjoyed, until the fandom made me hate the show. The voice actor was voicing a character that first got me into the anime.
My crush is a real-life crush. He has appeared in so many of my dreams. Sometimes with his girlfriend, and sometimes without. The very first dream I had of him, he was raping me. The last one he was just staring at me demonically because I smiled at another man. I am envious of his girlfriend in real-life and have been upset ever since they got together. My mood goes down every time I see them. I really regret not making a move when I had the chance as he showed that he cared for me when I had a class with him. What you said about the plane is most likely true as well! My mom has been somewhat helpful, but she doesn't really care. I honestly think he was thinking that I was being creepy as I looked at him. I only looked at him because I thought I knew him. That's why I ran off. As for real-life, I admire his sweet and quiet personality and I loved that he showed he cared about me. I remember that he was trying to ask me what was wrong, but I couldn't trust him. He most likely thought I hated him and didn't trust him. To this day, I can't help to think that that girl could have been me.