Honestly, I am not good at going to the Doc. I am not consistent and I know that the first time I go I will be all hypo and act like nothing is wrong. I get really anxious in those situations and I am sure I will not paint an accurate picture of myself. I think it's because I have trouble trusting new people. I think I am also scared that I might be worse than I think and I don't want to hear it. I am not opposed to meds, I just wish I didn't have to go to the Doc to get them, does that make any sense?