Well,

I still have not formally been to a meeting (NA) But something kind of strange did happen. I have been doing a lot of walking with my dog trying to keep clear. In addition to parking my car 1 mile from the office so I would have a
lot of time to think about it if I was tempted... Anyway, I walked passed a church last night and noticed a bunch of cars.. Looked like a meeting.. I poked in and it was AA. Nice people. Close by I could not hang out long, but now I have another option... I am still clean and somewhat sane. My dog is happier and my yard looks better. I am just focusing on living right now,
I am so glad I have you guys that care and want to hear how it is going. It gives me another reason not to screw up.

Ken