hi, um when my husband and I found out he had antisocial personality disorder he said the exact same thing, almost. that if he'd known that, he would never have had children. I've also stressed and worried to no end if my mental issues will be passed down. I think about how awesome my kids are and how it's crazy that they can do things so much like either one of us and yet they are so themselves even though they are really little and then I just feel grateful that if they do have either issue at least we'll be there to relate to them and give them the tools they need to live a normal happy life despite the fact. I wish I could have been been diagnosed earlier. And even though I would do anything to fix my brain and I pray daily my kids don't have any issues, I'm so glad for them. Now that they're here I'm only allowed to look forward and make the most of it.