That is very interesting about the fair and the anime. I still see the show pop up every now and then, but I will never go back to liking it. As for my crush, we do seem to have the same qualities. We both love music (he plays guitar and I'm going to learn how to play a bass guitar), we're quiet, sweet, kind, and caring. His girlfriend seems nothing like him and I can kinda see why I still have feeling for him (its now been 7 months) I do kinda fear intimacy as I fear that I will never find someone, or that I will screw something up. I never plan on making a move on him as I fear what may happen...