Hello, and welcome to PC!

In my experience, mania brings with it a shocking lack of insight. Here I am, feeling great, bouncing off the walls, blurting out whatever pops into my mind, insulting people when I think I'm being funny, being totally irresponsible......and then I deny outright that there's anything wrong with me!!

It's taken me some time, as well as some hard-earned lessons, to understand that when one person tells me a thing, I might be able to get away with considering the source and then ignoring it. When two people tell me the same thing, I need to pay attention; but when three or more (or pretty much everyone) are saying that I'm manic and acting like a jackass, it's time to call my psychiatrist.

Bottom line: You need to be able to trust the word of those around you that you are indeed manic, and that you need to go for help. Sometimes, it helps to talk about it (when you are stable) and say that you know they have your best interests at heart, and then agree---in writing if need be---to do as they tell you when you're out of control, even if YOU don't think you're out of control. Also give your trusted people permission to call your doctor if you're too manic to realize that you need help; they'll be able to spot the danger signals sooner than you will.

Hope this is helpful to you.