Yes I agree. Its not so much sleep as life in general that's just moving so far ahead of me and i'm not keeping up, so I must keep going.

I hadn't slept well in a while but I took some time and really made myself sleep earlier. full uhh.... 8? hours.... more or less.

I really just can't stop talking when I start. Verbally I mean.

So many things just connect and i can jump sentence to sentence.

My mind is going but at the same time its so unfocused and blocked when I try to do my homework......also having trouble even recalling information.

I know I might need medication at this point but i just don't have the money to even pay for the appointment, let alone the pills.

Bipolar is killing me. If i'm not up all night doing something I shouldn't be then I'm thinking: what for, why try?

Yeah. lol.