Hey, so lately I've been feeling really weird. I feel like I want to hurt people around me who have done absolutely nothing wrong; some of whom i think are people I actually care to asociate with. Sometimes I can go from being in an okay mood to in tears a few seconds later. Then after a few minutes I feel happy then slightly confused, sad and angry. One time I was feeling happy, and sad at the same time and I had a huge smile on my face for no reason. I looked in the mirror to check it out (thinking it would be funny) and to me my smile looked really freaky, almost psychotic. Sometimes I feel like there is something really wrong with me. There's been a few times where in all honesty I thought I saw a plant move with legs(roots). Sometimes there's voices but I can't tell if it's something else or not.
Any thoughts? But please don't say talk to your doctor, talk to your doctor. Because I can't; the town I live in is really small and everyone knows everyone's buisness. So if there really is something I don't want a lot of people finding out, especially people at my school. + I'm terrified of doctors. + It's hard with my mum.