Yes I wonder about my name as well. I guess I was very depressed at the moment when I created this account.

I consider changing it, but I think it should reflect me, not just the depressed part. Because as a person I'm f**ckin epic.

And I'm glad what I said was delivered well, I hate giving advice, claiming to know how others are thinking or percieving, but I've kind of went through what you're going through.

I wish you luck and that you strive to be the most epic person you can