Hi there i have been struggling with mental problems for 18 months now and am insure what is wrong with me. It started off by feeling like i had cheated on my fiance. At the time we had set things in motion to get married, set date started planning etc. then my mind started to tell me that something could still go wrong and then that i had cheated. This has spiralled and now i also have severe ocd with it. Everyday in my mind i feel i need to go over and over the past few days because something wasnt right, i go over what i had for breakfast, tea, etc what time i went to bed what time i got up. At its worst i feel like i didnt even sleep in the same bed as my partner and have to know who i said a certain thing to.

I am currently going 10/11 days where i am fine and 5/6 days where i sm at my worst and feel horrible. Guilty upset unsure unhappy. Can anyone at all empaphise with this? It drives me crazy when i am at my worst?