I have a real issue here, which I do not know how to deal with.
I smile, laugh and look very cheerful on the outside but inside of me I am a very sad person, I was diagnosed with adjustment disorder, depression and I did attempt suicide a few times.

I am attending my monthly counseling sessions, I talked to my counselor in a very cheerful manner and it seems that she did not find any issues with me.
My superiors think that there is no issue with me and lately my counselor thinks so too. Everybody thinks that I am just trying to get attention and looking for sympathy.

Is it that I am just good at hiding my feelings ?