I will evaluate more later.

Back from my project I lead. It seemed to have helped some issues, triggered others... I will need some heavy soul searching. And looking for omens.

I worked hard (and realized I am much stronger physically then I thought I was... emotionally that is a question). And partied hard. We all drank a lot of homemade plum booze (and I learned more about plums and making slivovica at home than I ever hoped to or wanted to learn).

Had fun with foreigners, met yet another Bosniak who was so oddly composed and happy, stereotypical Mexican girl, naive Ukie girl whom I and others probably "spoiled" a bit...

Realized I really need to worry less for others and **** I cannot control. And that I will be fine in the end. No matter what.

Still kinda manicky and I probably need detox of all the fun substances. Hope I land this one smoothly...