Sorry you're struggling with guilt and anxiety. Please know that you are not passing on a mental health condition onto your son. It's not 100% genetic after all. And even if it were, it's not like you can't live a happy life with mental illness. You can, but it's hard work.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos
Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder
Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN
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