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Old May 12, 2013, 08:28 PM
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kicking myself right now. I can totally tell I am starting to form an attachment to a guy I have meet and that I like....and that I might be doing my old tricks of coming off too needy.

Trying to hold back dosn't seem to help it just seems to make things worse for the most part.
we talk to each other quite a lot and want to get to know each other more, I just know that I can be a lil pushy with things espically in an emtional sense and I am afraid I am giving off bad signals.

I read into things too quickly and hope for things too quickly EVEN when I know I should not be doing that. I feel poorly about it I wish I could just get to know him as a person and let feeling happen naturally but I really truly just don't know how to do that.
But I have to learn, I can't keep breaking my heart this way when I can avoid doing so.
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