My husband of 21 years recently left. He said he needed space and did not want to be married anymore. Since leaving he has initiated outside relationships with other women. He does not know I know this as, I still have access to his cell phone bill. When asked he says he does not know what he wants to do. I am confused about the entire situation. Yesterday was our Wedding anniversary and no call or contact from him and today, Mother's Day he shows up at my home at 8:30am to take myself and our grown (college) kids out to breakfast. I don't understand what he wants. I need help with this roller coaster I am still on. Drinking has become a past time for me and I am not able to sleep. Help?