>> how about the law of nature that says all creation is in a state of decay?

The law of entropy (that's what that "rule" is) only applies to a closed system with no energy being added from the outside. The law refers to the overall entropy of the system, not to individual elements. By adding or moving energy around within the system it is very easy to reverse entropy in one part of it. Left to it's own devices, a box of marbles will tend to scatter. But you can add thought and energy to that system and organize the marbles in a row or grid, sort them by color or size, and apply a bounding edge so that they stay that way until disturbed.

That is why I am SO GLAD that you are pursuing avenues of help for this. There is absolutely no need for you to decay or become worse, as long as you put some energy into getting better. Feeling helpless and doing nothing is the only way to ensure that things will get worse.

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