its just best to get it out that way u can get help with it. u shouldnt be in this all by urself. it just adds to the pressure. i think u will feel a lot better in the long run if u just tell them. sure its scary right now but the longer u hide it the more ur gunna hate urself for not saying anything. and it might seem like they will judge u but thats not a doc or T's job. their sole purpose is to help u get better. u dont have to tell everyone just who u feel deep down would help u thru it.