I don't know guys....

I'm sleeping, and I'm not sleeping. Eating but not eating. So excited for life but I want to not even exist.

Talking so fast and then I can't even form a sentence sometimes. I just feel like crying. I feel so out of control. I have no control.

I go see the social security psych, so he can evaluate my situation tomorrow. And I just feel like he might throw me inpatient, and I have things I need to do, like college finals this week.

lol. I think I understand now. Everything is wrong. and that's why i'm WrongEverything. I get it, for the moment.

F**k. That is all.