I've know for years that I liked girls. And guys too. But most of the time I act boy crazy to hid the fact there is a hot girl in the room. My parents are SOOOO judgey. My dad hates everybody who he thinks is abnormal. Sometimes he is even racist. Which I am NOT okay with. I'm like the most loving person ever. I don't really believe in hating people. So I tend to have crushes on people very easily.
I'm conflicted because I am a Christian and I love God. It's a sin to be gay but my argument is that all sins are equal. Lies are sins. I lie every day.so why can't I be Bisexual? I know it's a sin but God is forgiving. So He will love me regardless right? I don't know.
I just know I love girls and guys and I don't want to hid part of who I am. I want to tell my parents but Im afraid they will shun me or send me to a psych doctor because they will think I'm messed up. I just really want to be accepted for all of me. And I want to meet somebody. You can't really go around asking people if they're bi or lesbian. I really want to meet a girl. Guys have never treated me well and I'm sick of it. And I don't want to be alone.
Is there any way to meet a bi/lesbian person?

(Sorry if I rambled, thank you for reading)