Well I went to a psychiatrist and was there for about 2 and 1/2 hours, testing and talking. The results are that I have Bipolar II. I've told my T about it and am writing on here today. Otherwise I haven't shared it with anyone and that's OK for me for now.

I thought I had Bipolar II before the appointment and it confirms it, yet I think I have so many things. Anyway I am on lamotrigine 25mg. No rash or other side effects so far. It's Ok, it's just sinking in. Honestly as this is my first time sharing it outside of professionals I hope that someone would respond even to just say hi. At any rate I do appreciate reading this board as I have been doing for a while.