What if I became dependent on you? Why if I became week, loose control and start to feel things more? And then you leave in September and I will still need you and like you by that time too much and it will all make me feel just so much worse and alone? And you wonder why I donīt take my wall down, why I donīt trust you and let myself feel stuff? .....there is why!
And I really donīt like when you compliment me....just stop it! And Iīm going to tell you this next time you do it because it is getting on my nerves. I donīt need you to be all nice and "loving" so donīt do it.
