Things will be positive again, if you want it.
You have to change the whole process of communication with your Mum and once you learn a better and more respectful way, what she does or doesn't will not be so paramount.

She has lived her whole life thinking that she was doing well. Do you really believe she would change in a fortnight? She doesn't even want to change. It is you who are fed up with her ways, she thinks they are just perfect.

She cannot come to you to say everything is all right, you are my baby. She is very scared that you are not going back to her as you used to.

You ask what the future will bring. How could we know. But one thing I know: the future will bring what you build, day after day with patience and love.

Rome wasn't build in a day. Take one day at a time and do that's good for you.
Try and stop to think and rethink obsessively about her, what she thinks, what she'll do.

One day at a time.