I think it's good to reevaluate things. Seems like you've tried so many meds and they just never do the trick. Years of that has to be so frustrating. I remember we talked about therapy - I think you were going to start going. (I apologize if I'm wrong - I'm a little spaced out today.) Therapy is worth a try, and the healthy lifestyle, easier said than done. But they say once you get in the habit of the healthier lifestyle it gets easier.