@blackwhitered
I hate being on meds as well. I am suppose to be taking seroquel + 1200 of lithium But I only take 600 - 900 of lithium. Nothing else.

I also hate loss of hypo mania it makes going out much less fun. But I still get it with the dose im taking, but then unfortunately I have to deal with the inevitable depression.

Sometimes I think is worth it, I get hypo mania much more often then I get depression. So I guess my way of doing it is just kind of going halfway with the meds. But I dont recommend that. I might be ok doing that, you or somebody else might not be