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Originally Posted by GirlOfManyFaces
I've know for years that I liked girls. And guys too. But most of the time I act boy crazy to hid the fact there is a hot girl in the room. My parents are SOOOO judgey. My dad hates everybody who he thinks is abnormal. Sometimes he is even racist. Which I am NOT okay with. I'm like the most loving person ever. I don't really believe in hating people. So I tend to have crushes on people very easily.
I'm conflicted because I am a Christian and I love God. It's a sin to be gay but my argument is that all sins are equal. Lies are sins. I lie every day.so why can't I be Bisexual? I know it's a sin but God is forgiving. So He will love me regardless right? I don't know.
I just know I love girls and guys and I don't want to hid part of who I am. I want to tell my parents but Im afraid they will shun me or send me to a psych doctor because they will think I'm messed up. I just really want to be accepted for all of me. And I want to meet somebody. You can't really go around asking people if they're bi or lesbian. I really want to meet a girl. Guys have never treated me well and I'm sick of it. And I don't want to be alone.
Is there any way to meet a bi/lesbian person?
(Sorry if I rambled, thank you for reading)
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According to a test I took the other day, three of my top 5 character strengths are Forgiving, Honesty, and Kindness, which is pretty accurate, so I can easily see why this is hard for you.
First off, I'm sure you can be forgiven for being bisexual. It certainly wouldn't be fair to blame you for something you couldn't control, and I do
not believe we influence our sexuality. I don't care about people who say that we can choose to be whatever we want, because sometimes that just isn't true.
Nor do I think you should tell your parents. Not if it will endanger you in any way.
Whatever happens, don't ever be ashamed of who you are. Not many people are so selfless and loving, and even fewer can hold onto that when things get tough.
I hope this helped.