I don't know what to say except poopoo on men right now

a cruise to Greece with girlfriends sounds real good right now, I'm way into running away.
On the bright side, I'd say there's hope because he realizes you have something going on and he sounds hopeful that you will be able to feel better. Remember the "I feel" statement starters when trying to talk to him about it. Or perhaps ask the question if he could please read what you wrote because its very important for you.