I am in the relationship I have always dreamed of and I am ruining it. I have been going through some issues and instead of looking to my boyfriend for advice and help I am pushing him away. The issues that I am dealing with are a lot of anxiety and some issues with eating. I have been with my boyfriend for 2 years and we have a great relationship. I am just under so much self imposed pressure that I just want to be alone. I am doing what I have always done, running and hiding when things get hard. I have this huge desire to be alone. That way when I am having a panic attack or just a plain old bad day I don't feel like I am ruining his day or keeping him from having a good time. If anyone has some advice I would really love it! Thanks!