i have a strong belief that violence holds no place in a relationship. ive pretty much established that i have slight paranoia, but not sure about what. ive been trying to keep myself occupied but sometimes its not easy. i find that as long as i know my girlfriend is with a friend or at home or even if she is just walking around town... in fact it doesn't really matter what she is down, as long as she just lets me know, im fine with the situation.

i would go to therapy if that was a option, but it is not right now. im working on it though.