ugh so lately I keep obessing over a particular guy I like I really, feel this is a combo of my BPD and HPN I am to a degree very proud of myself, cause I am making myself distance myself from him and making my self try to go out and do other things.

But the fact my brain feels like a 12 year old boy crazy pre teen is slightly annoying. but later this week I should be starting my DBT support group. So going to be learning better coping skills.

Change is not easy but if I want better in my life I have to do things that are not easy for me. And this is just one out of many for me.