So... I called my insurance... and it sounded like I'd have to see my GP doctor about medicine... which I'm not too thrilled on because I haven't liked how that's gone before. But they gave me some places to try looking for a pdoc who's available soon (obviously a long wait isn't going to be good), and ended up finding one who'd had someone cancel and can get me in Friday. So I'm all set to see this one Friday... couldn't catch whether it's a man or woman... hopefully a man... eh, now I'm nervous. Actually did this on my own, too, without my pastor prompting... kinda wondering what he'll think when I tell him. No one I know has ever suggested seeing a pdoc before, always just say to see a doctor about medicine, and I'm kinda unsure, get the idea some people might see pdocs as quacks or un-necessary... I guess I just don't like the idea of stepping out on my own to do this... though maybe that's something I ought to be doing... not like I'm a minor anymore... need to grow up.
*sigh* Ugh. I don't want to deal with this week. Wish I could get high or drunk or something and forget the week... not that I'd actually do something like that... but man it sounds good. Or hit the fast-forward button. Skip, especially, like work tomorrow. Man I hate my job.