"I hate my life, I hate myself. I feel so alone. I needed to vent."

Oh HQ, i could have written this myself as I say it almost daily.

It sucks how badly the system works. And how people with our dx are treated. I hope that things start working out for you. It bums me out when I realize that things so called "normal" people can handle, sends me off the deep end and that the options for fixing that are expensive and time intensive.

I hope you're feeling better today, my friend.