Thank you, Perna, Myself, and Alexandra. You've given me things to think about.

Myslef, I have had this falling apart thing going on for a while; I didn't expect it to continue and be so pronounced after sessions.

Alexandra, I am afraid of getting to attached to this T. I am not yet over my other one which is part of the issue. And she knows this and it makes me think she doesn't want me to become attached. Yet I feel attached to some degree and I think it is a fear that the attachment will increase; I just realized that as I wrote it...

Thank you all for you feedback and kindness and suggestions!

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