My parents dont know that my problems from a few months ago are back and I dont want them to know.I did something really stupid last night.I called the suicide hotline,when the thought of suicide was so strong in my mind,I couldnt stand it.The woman said that since im only 14,she had to talk to one of my parents.My parents werent home.She told me to call her back as soon as they got home,and if I didnt she was going to call back herself.I dont want my parents to know about what im going through again.Ive been sitting by the phone since last night so my parents wont answer the phone.I didnt get any sleep last night cause I was so worried about that woman calling back.I dont know why I called that number.It was the only thing I could think of doing.IM SUCH AN IDIOT.I dont want everyone to know about my problems coming back cause the last time I went through this everyone treated me different.They acted like I was crazy.Everyone talked about me and I just cant go through that again.I JUST CANT.Does anyone know what I should do?