Thank you Hamster and Perna.

I love this woman more than I ever thought possible. I know it's cliche and cheesy but she makes me want to be a better father, person and man. I can not wait until our wedding day when we begin life as husband and wife. I'm trying really hard to engage her and ask questions to learn more and just to get it out in the open so I'm not left to my imagination. I already have an overactive imagination and I'm an insomniac so once something gets in my head it's really difficult to get out.

I bought us a book called "About Us". It's a book of questions about our relationship, our past, present and future. I really enjoy doing it. Some of it is a little difficult to swallow but ultimately I enjoy it. I really feel us bonding while we do it. I'm so grateful she will make time to do it. She's not a communicator and it's really helping her to open up and it's helping me to get a better understanding of her past and what she thinks / feels of our present. Is anyone aware of any other books like this one that might ask deeper questions? We're about half way through this book and I don't want it to end.