would you perhaps benefit from some more intensive treatment? I mean more than just a crisis stabilization hospital stay, but someplace that offers more intensive therapy and help? I have gone through bouts like that twice already... the last time (in 2011), I was unable to feel any better until I went to an intensive trauma treatment program in another state. They actually had therapy there, and the function of the unit was more than just mere stabilization on meds, but actual therapy...
It can be incredibly difficult and disheartening to keep trying and get seemingly nowhere. (hugs) I'm sorry you are going through this. It really does suck.