hi my name is Sami-- I have been working to stay clean and sober for 13 months. I was a benzos, both valium and xanax, vicoden, oxycontin and fentenyl addict til April 3, 2012 then I stopped them all at once, I know now that was dangerous, heck I knew it then to but I wanted it on my own terms. My congrats to everyone here and I know how hard almost everyday is. Today is one of my hard days I would love to get ahold of some valium but i neither have the means or money at this time and know that will be my downfall too. thanks for listening.