I was on that old bus in the 80s and 90s for about 10 years finding my way off on my own at about 32 yo then of course I found my way back with a big ticket about 5 years ago, being from the medical field it was very easy to get whatever whenever i wanted and did. I finally quit about 13 months ago now I have to stay that way. Everyday is a challenge, some more than most. Today I wanted benzos with such a stronge urge that it took coming here to PC to channel my strength toward something other than finding a dealer. NOT TO GET on the bus.