Yes, I often feel that way. I am trying to be hopeful. The anxiety is too much right now. What are your physical symptoms of depression? I am still having some trouble seeing things clearly and having energy. It's hard to focus. Interesting about the anger thing. I have been having such a rage. Can we trade? Actually the rage is taming now that I am recognizing the anxiety. it's just been hard. I feel like I am fighting old and new demons and stepped on a land mine. I am glad you were punching your pillow and not someone else. I have woken up with dreams where I have yelled and smacked my husband. At least he has a sense of humor. Anyway, thanks for your support.