My mood is pretty okay since I just got home from the gym and working out makes me feel good. However, I'm experiencing the fallout from Saturday night (I talked about it before--where I kind of ruined my nice night out with my friend...) My friend told me that he didn't want to plan on going to a Tigers game with me after all because he didn't want to commit to that long of a day with me (it's across the state so it would indeed be all day and into the night). He's merely setting boundaries, not being mean to me, but it still feels like crap. I feel like I can't win, like I'm never going to be able to act normal with him and so he's never going to want to commit to something like that with me. I feel defeated.