I am so indecisive! I can't make decisions. It's driving me crazy.
Here are some examples of what I mean:
1) I just found out the toddler I babysit is moving away in a few weeks. I have two choices, go to work full time or find more kids to babysit and run an in home daycare. I feel like no matter which I choose, I am going to feel like it was the wrong decision, and feel like I should have picked the other option.
2) Dating. I am stressing myself out about this guy I am seeing. Sometimes I feel like we are not right for each other, but then I realize it's just me trying to push him away because I want to be alone. I feel like maybe I am incapable of loving someone else. I don't know if I will ever love anyone. So I am conflicted because I don't know weather I should keep dating him or not.
3) Grocery shopping. This really stresses me out. I spend so much time menu planning and stressing myself out about staying in budget and I go to bed thinking ok, I am going to go grocery shopping tomorrow with this list. The next morning I am not happy with that list and I have to make another one because I feel like I need to make a different menu plan. A few weeks ago, I spent all my grocery money in one trip and got everything for the two weeks. A few days later I was very upset because I suddenly didn't want anything that I had bought, and wanted to buy new groceries.
I also always go back and forth on what kids of foods I let myself eat and what diets to go on. Yes, I know I shouldn't be doing diets at all.
I am always going back and forth on everything...how do I make a decision?!