We had this fundraiser where you walk around for an hour to see how much you can walk. You could listen to music, and talk to your friends and have a good time. Not me. No one would go near me. I walked the entire hour alone. Even the people I knew only acknowledged I was in their presence. We came back and went to lunch and I told my friend this and they said,"awww". I thought that I didn't need their sympathy and I don't blame the others for not wanting to talk to me, cuz I'm stupid and I keep telling myself I am ugly. So I left the table after that thought and sat alone again. I spent the rest of the time thinking to myself things like,"you really are the ugliest person ever" which I am, but who cares? Anyways, I was also telling myself "you are not only ugly but fat too" "it's a good thing you didn't talk to anyone, because if you did they would walk away because it would be like there talking to no one your so worthless" Now I feel depressed. Like I always have been. God bless anyone who says something, ANYTHING to this thread.