I wish I wasn't depressed.
I wish I was healthy like I used to be in sixth grade and could still be able to tease boys.
I wish I wasn't called a nerd by my peers.
I wish I could pass my AP Tests without having a anxiety attack.
I wish I could stop wasting time.
I wish that my play gets selected to showcase of Broadway.
I wish I can go to Yale Global Scholars this summer & get the Thurgood Marshall Internship
I wish my parents would accept that there's something wrong with me instead of asking me to suppress my feelings like always.
I wish I had been one of the students this year to get scholarship on senior awards night.
I wish my junior year could've gone better instead of being the worst one of my life.
I wish asking for help was easy.
I wish people would be my friends and not use me for their benefits.
I wish I was the valedictorian instead of dropping to 13 in my class.
I wish I wasn't jealous of people who do better than me.
I wish I wasn't afraid of happiness.
I wish I hadn't scarred myself and attempted suicide.
I wish people would mean it when they ask anyone how they feel.
I wish I could get accepted to Stanford or Carleton.
I wish I wouldn't have to pretend to be happy always.
I wish the world was a better place and everyone wasn't selfish.
I wish I wasn't frustrated right now.
I wish I could go and study and et at least a 4 on my AP test tomorrow
I wish I could get my AP Scholars in July.
I wish I wouldn't have to remind myself every now and then that maybe I'm worth all the trouble.

I wish someone would read this and tell me everything is going to be okay.