Blue, sometimes I really feel we are kindred souls.

Well, I called and left messages twice. He finally called right after I left the house for a work meeting. So, I never spoke with him, but he did leave a message. It was a rather long message but basically said that after my case went before the board, they felt that I was leaning most towards BPD. They also were going to be adding individual therapy as well as group. They didn't give much detail over the phone, so I will find out more later.

Not really sure what this is supposed to all mean for me yet. Not really what I wanted to hear exactly. I really hope this is the beginning to finally finding the help I've needed for a long time.