I am either crying or angry most of the time.I hate it I wish I was just numb.I have had a major traumatic event 2 years ago that I suffer still physically, mentally, neurologically, and lost my life before and my friends.In result I hate everyone because I hate my life now. I got a diagnosis a year after accident and every close friend and boyfriend left me to suffer by myself.I thought they would at least call and check on me.NOPE!I wish I could just be numb.