For polkadot pixie..

sometimes our feelings come out in different ways...not always the norm..but dont feel bad ABOUT FEELING BAD feelings vary drastically and most people have inappropriate ones whether they share them or not. For me, I babysat for this rich beautiful family and when the girl got older she was diagnosed with mental illness and my feelings were relief... it wasn't just me.... I didn't even feel bad for her, just happy. No one seemed to understand my feelings....feelings are complex things..dont always fit into an agenda or with reasons..seems like a lot of your identity comes from your illness...dont forget you are more than your illness!! Write us back and let us know however your feelings are no matter what they are.