I've had the blahs for maybe 2 months...hard to explain...it's hard to get happy, hard to get sad (though the news does make me discouraged.) >>"discouraged": actually, that's how I feel. Not like giving up, just...the world seems so aweful anymore. Nothing makes me happy, for the moment. Not that I'm discontented 100% of the time. Not quite apathetic, but borderline apathetic. I don't see a future for me. Which isn't to say I don't mean to say I don't see a future WITHOUT me...lol...I'm sure I must sound a bit nuts...but that's the thing... I can't really pinpoint how I feel because I don't feel much of...anything, at the moment.
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